Monday, 27 August 2012




nothing can feed this hunger i carry within anymore
not cigarettes, alcohol, drugs
not food, and now,
not even you
like nothing can tame the fires that burn in the night
like nothing can scare away
little black birds that came with the spring
nobody wanted them
nobody hoped for them
but now that they're here
we might as well let them sing




nothing can feed this hunger i carry within anymore
not cigarettes, alcohol, drugs
not food, and now,
not even you
like nothing can tame the fires that burn in the night
like nothing can scare away
little black birds that came with the spring
nobody wanted them
nobody hoped for them
but now that they're here
we might as well let them sing

Saturday, 25 August 2012

i just finished reading per olov enquist's 'the book of blanche and marie', and immedately started reading it all over again. it is that good, yes. based on a few facts from the life of marie curie and her assistant, a former histerical patient, blanche wittman, the book is actually a scientific diary of the women's pursuit of love. enquist manages to make the two main characters feel alive, active, and for the first time in my life i realised the great scientist marie curie was really just as confused and tender as any of us. the book is lyrical, symbolic, beautiful and terrifying, and that made it the perfect read for another woman in love.


i just finished reading per olov enquist's 'the book of blanche and marie', and immedately started reading it all over again. it is that good, yes. based on a few facts from the life of marie curie and her assistant, a former histerical patient, blanche wittman, the book is actually a scientific diary of the women's pursuit of love. enquist manages to make the two main characters feel alive, active, and for the first time in my life i realised the great scientist marie curie was really just as confused and tender as any of us. the book is lyrical, symbolic, beautiful and terrifying, and that made it the perfect read for another woman in love.


Saturday, 11 August 2012

sometimes, without any warning and with no obvious reason, happiness comes streaming through me like a mountain torrent. i know it won't last, so i'm trying to swim with it as long as i can.

joy

sometimes, without any warning and with no obvious reason, happiness comes streaming through me like a mountain torrent. i know it won't last, so i'm trying to swim with it as long as i can.

Monday, 6 August 2012




edward hopper's images of random situations really got to me today.




edward hopper's images of random situations really got to me today.

Sunday, 5 August 2012

for 8 years now, i've been spending at least one week a summer in a tiny seside village in croatia with a group of friends and their families. i first went there when i was 14, a self-conscious giggling girl with big glasses and big dreams. now i'm 22, and i'm giggling a little less. still, i can easily say that the destination is my very favourite place in the world. it's nothing special, really, but in these 8 years it has managed to gain an awful lot of emotional and sentimental value for me. to me, it represents this part of my life, the evolution of my self. and every summer, when i see it again, it's funny how the place looks exactly the same, in spite of all the changes i went through during the year. it's like a time capsule, a portal, a little drop of eternity, within which every wave of the sea, every night at the beach, every grape i've eaten, every sunburnt afternoon, every peaceful evening merges into an image of one, unchangable, unbreakable, unforgettable essence of summer.

for 8 years now, i've been spending at least one week a summer in a tiny seside village in croatia with a group of friends and their families. i first went there when i was 14, a self-conscious giggling girl with big glasses and big dreams. now i'm 22, and i'm giggling a little less. still, i can easily say that the destination is my very favourite place in the world. it's nothing special, really, but in these 8 years it has managed to gain an awful lot of emotional and sentimental value for me. to me, it represents this part of my life, the evolution of my self. and every summer, when i see it again, it's funny how the place looks exactly the same, in spite of all the changes i went through during the year. it's like a time capsule, a portal, a little drop of eternity, within which every wave of the sea, every night at the beach, every grape i've eaten, every sunburnt afternoon, every peaceful evening merges into an image of one, unchangable, unbreakable, unforgettable essence of summer.